A day late, but I still felt like I should write something. Thanksgiving isn’t really the excuse I need to write about how grateful I am for everything in my life, but this is the most free time I’ve had in a while. Maybe the most free time I’ll have in a while too, so I’ll take it. I just wanted to say that I am really, truly grateful for every single thing that’s ever happened to me in this lifetime. Through all the good and despite all the bad, I would not be myself if it weren’t for all the intricate ways that my life experiences have aligned as the being I am today. And I feel as if I’ve only just started realizing how unbelieveably blessed I am. I’ve consistently received not only everything that I need, but also everything that I want. Nothing in life comes easy, but I really feel as though life opens up before me and nurtures my very soul. Yet I have so many days when my self esteem can’t seem to plummet any lower. Bad luck always seems to linger beneath the surface, and I have this uncanny indication to make poor choices. But I’m starting to cherish each and every misfortune alongside my incredible blessings. I want to train myself to richocet from my lows back to highs as swiftly as possible. I really think I am one of the luckiest girls in the world sometimes, so it’s only fair that I should act accordingly. This is my “thank you” to every person and every incident that’s guided me to this point in my life. I’m so grateful for my irreplaceable family who will always be at the forefront of my life. I’m grateful for all the friends who have supported me unconditionally throughout the years, and the friends who have insisted on staying in my life despite my lack of sensitivity, sharp remarks, and short temper. And I even feel grateful to the people who have done nothing but hurt me; Because I’ve only become stronger and wiser through hardship. And lastly, this is my “thank you” to myself. Thank you for holding together our fragile bones, for easing our insecure mind, and pumping this shaky heart day after day. Thank you for always picking us back up when everything feels wrong. Thank you for just being alive.
if you can’t handle me at my worst then that sucks because that’s all there is to me
Pick veggies out
Grumpy at people
Guilted by friends
Youre the best
Neglected by boyfriends
- produced by my favorite person :)